Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Keith Urban - I Wanna Be Your Everything
so, i have the honor of posting the first entry into this wonderful journal right here. i just want to thank everyone who has been checking up on this journal. i just woke up and i figured now that it's finished it needed something to fill the empty space. my baby is probably still asleep, but i am going to give her a wake up call in a minute. i don't do that as much as i should. she always asks me to, but i seem to sleep over the time when she needs them, so i am trying to do as much as i can before i leave in november.
i just wanna say, i know i don't deserve ruthann. she's more than anyone could ever ask or dream for in this life. i want all of you to know if you ever find someone half as great as her, grab hold of that person and never let them go. ever. if you do make sure you always keep track of them because you will start having a void that only that person can fill. i know, trust me. i've made my mistakes and i am only so lucky that she waited for me.
i still haven't found myself, but i am getting closer to where and who i want to be, but i know i couldn't do it without her. i put her through so much, and she keeps on loving me. more than anyone could love any other person in the world. and for that reason, i have something to live for. peace.